"Why does this keep coming up? It's not like things are bad."
No, it's just that it doesn't feel like the inside of my head is getting any better, and it's been like that as long as I can remember. If you fail at something for years and years, don't you get to a point where you hate it and you want to quit, even if you're too damned stupid to?
Be advised that at least one person of whom you've probably never heard always notes with delight your visits to comments sections at various good stops in the leftosphere.
ReplyDeleteNot sure if that helps you keep on keeping on, but I hope it does, at least in some small way. I do know the feelings of which you speak, so I thought I'd say something.